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im upset
im turning 22 and i felt like i missed out on being 21. i kept myself really busy on purpose so i wouldnt have to think about anything but now i wish i would have..i guess just dealt with it. also it really kills me when girls say they are fat. I just wish people didnt have to voice their insecurities to me over and over. i can give you my gym membership if you just stop talking and go.
my moms here and i told her she should come visit me more often and she said that i should just come to sd more often. i dont really know what i am avoiding in sd, but it seems like there is something? i really have no idea what it is.
an empty house
missing sandy
missing mum-mum
i guess those are a start
i just need people to keep on visiting me here. so far its worked out pretty well.
i missed my sleeping appointment yesterday and now i am getting worried that i will never be able to fix this sleeping pattern of mine.
i am just a whole bunch of pessimism right now, which is really not attractive.
what i really need is a hug
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-I have a really big show coming up in april...I want people to come
and its not just my show but people will be there and it makes my stomach turn because i just want my pieces to be the best or at least highly esteemed. (scary)
-constant dreams of being chased down
+film class
+going to pentagram design studio. their logo for the california academy of science is so amazing. not really the logo but the concept behind it.
-i wish i could keep in better contact with people
-i still need to write thank yous for christmas presents. i was planning on combining those with valentines but that came and went
+this is the last weekend for the olafur eliasson exhibit so i need to fit that in somewhere
-i have these friends from school that go out every weekend but that shows in their work and im not much for the clubbing scene. this weekend theyre doing the whole 80s thing yeahh
-my best friend just got a new boyfriend so now im afraid i wont see her as much. shes the one who usually keeps me sane
+im going to see cursive with a boy from vt (also scary) the last show i went to before that was minus the bear in like november?
-i am going from sf to oakland at least 3 times a week and its really expensive and i hate waiting in traffic for an hour but once i get to oakland screenprinting is actually very relaxing. i just wish there was 1 really big campus instead of it being split or just a car from the jetsons
-also i think i need air in my tires and i have no idea how to go about that.
ok. the end
happy dance
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| i heart engineers |
[30 Apr 2007|01:11am] |
free movies all weekend was funsies
the last mimzy was amazing, ah so good
im packing up and as much as ive wanted to leave so badly, there is a part of me that feels like im bailing on all the good friends i have here
anyways ill be home in a couple days
trying to go see minus the bear
bittersweet
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[08 Mar 2007|04:52am] |
so i was upset, but now im not so upset
i have no reason to be
im home for a week and to me leaving is the right thing to do
i seriously need to make up my mind
i still sabatoge every single relationship i have
anyways boys are lame
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[13 Feb 2007|05:42am] |
again not sleeping
ive been skipping lots of classes
which has become my new thing i guess
some girl hated on my animation and it ruined my day
poppa chris is making a flash video to keep me from transferring
i couldnt want to leave more but i dont know if ill ever get out...
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| matthew barney doesnt know how to answer questions |
[07 Feb 2007|05:16am] |
its late, or early
i have to pick my mom up from the hospital around 11
then i have painting till 5
i hope i have time to take some pictures of/in the snow
to say the least im hoping for a snow day
i just finished my cd for otis
and im exhausted but something wont let me sleep
when erin mentioned i was transferring big poppa chris actually tried to convince me out of it
i was genuinely surprised, i still am
sometimes i wonder if im leaving a good thing
i mean my teachers dont even mind if i dont show up
and my studio has now become my primary home
at least today we get to go into the sound studio to spit some traxxx
or some dialogue
till later, probably not
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[08 Apr 2006|01:20pm] |
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its another rainy day
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[24 Dec 2005|04:47pm] |
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merry christmas eve
im ready to go home
my mom had us attend one of those services that is like walk in with a wheelchair and walk out a new man. yeah
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[21 Dec 2005|11:50pm] |
im booooored
boo
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| www.obeygiant.com |
[10 Dec 2005|05:14am] |
last final - human sexuality
last project - 30x44 oil
and the week is over
last trip to hawaii, sunday
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[27 Aug 2005|05:17pm] |
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i dont know what he sees in her
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[20 Jun 2005|08:32pm] |
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ive been trying to let things work out
but the volvo is all messed up
i wont get it back, if i get it back for a couple weeks from carland collision
plus turns out i know some really shitty people
yep
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| drop a heart, break a name |
[24 May 2005|01:57am] |
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hallmark is officially closing june 26th
im sad about it, but i do get a bonus so thats cool
im going to work there till then
betty, the owner, is transferring her manager to the other store in tierrasanta
and by that time i will be headed off to hawaii
so it kinda works out cause i would be quitting anyways
but i was just so suprised
at least i will have a good reccomendation though for next time
and i might just work weekends there when i get back, who knows
i hope they put in something cool, hip and exciting in its place..
jamba juice?
anyways its finals week, and i have tons to do!
rather than studying right after school i found a great pair of heels with my name on em haha
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[19 May 2005|01:10am] |
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i had a really nice birthday day.
i was supposed to go up to la today though
but i guess im not there
goodnight moon
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[15 May 2005|12:13pm] |
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i dont like getting calls early in the morning
or people slandering bush when they dont even know the half of what theyre talking about
i just got woken up.
bday: 2 days
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| hitchhikers guide is out today! i want to go go go |
[29 Apr 2005|10:25pm] |
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i renewed my license this morning
i was totally out of place there but thats ok
i took my brush and lipgloss so hopefully my picture will be cute. haha
2-3 weeks
other than that ive just been doing lots of work
and the faints coming back into town, im not sure but i think i want to go
either that or see of montreal and tilly
so i dont know, we'll see :)
ps im scared to hear from usd
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its my birthday in exactly one month :)
im not sure what to do for it.
right now though
im a little sick
tomorrow i hope to be magically better
and on time to economics hehe
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| good hair day wink wink |
[12 Apr 2005|11:17pm] |
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i love doing nothing when i have things to do and people to see
its just not fun the other way around
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