urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada megan megan 2008-05-16T12:01:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:17007 2008-05-16T12:01:25Z 2008-05-16T12:01:25Z some awful air song im upset<br />im turning 22 and i felt like i missed out on being 21. i kept myself really busy on purpose so i wouldnt have to think about anything but now i wish i would have..i guess just dealt with it. also it really kills me when girls say they are fat. I just wish people didnt have to voice their insecurities to me over and over. i can give you my gym membership if you just stop talking and go. <br /><br />my moms here and i told her she should come visit me more often and she said that i should just come to sd more often. i dont really know what i am avoiding in sd, but it seems like there is something? i really have no idea what it is. <br />an empty house<br />missing sandy<br />missing mum-mum<br />i guess those are a start<br />i just need people to keep on visiting me here. so far its worked out pretty well.<br />i missed my sleeping appointment yesterday and now i am getting worried that i will never be able to fix this sleeping pattern of mine.<br /><br />i am just a whole bunch of pessimism right now, which is really not attractive.<br />what i really need is a hug urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:16646 2008-02-22T10:41:16Z 2008-02-22T10:41:16Z css -I have a really big show coming up in april...I want people to come<br />and its not just my show but people will be there and it makes my stomach turn because i just want my pieces to be the best or at least highly esteemed. (scary)<br />-constant dreams of being chased down<br />+film class<br />+going to pentagram design studio. their logo for the california academy of science is so amazing. not really the logo but the concept behind it.<br />-i wish i could keep in better contact with people<br />-i still need to write thank yous for christmas presents. i was planning on combining those with valentines but that came and went<br />+this is the last weekend for the olafur eliasson exhibit so i need to fit that in somewhere<br />-i have these friends from school that go out every weekend but that shows in their work and im not much for the clubbing scene. this weekend theyre doing the whole 80s thing yeahh<br />-my best friend just got a new boyfriend so now im afraid i wont see her as much. shes the one who usually keeps me sane <br />+im going to see cursive with a boy from vt (also scary) the last show i went to before that was minus the bear in like november?<br />-i am going from sf to oakland at least 3 times a week and its really expensive and i hate waiting in traffic for an hour but once i get to oakland screenprinting is actually very relaxing. i just wish there was 1 really big campus instead of it being split or just a car from the jetsons<br />-also i think i need air in my tires and i have no idea how to go about that.<br />ok. the end<br /><br />happy dance urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:16449 2007-04-30T05:21:43Z 2007-04-30T05:21:43Z free movies all weekend was funsies<br />the last mimzy was amazing, ah so good<br /><br />im packing up and as much as ive wanted to leave so badly, there is a part of me that feels like im bailing on all the good friends i have here<br />anyways ill be home in a couple days<br />trying to go see minus the bear <br /><br />bittersweet<br /><img src="http://blog.nj.com/ledgerupdates/large_vatech2201.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:16260 2007-03-08T09:52:15Z 2007-03-08T09:52:15Z so i was upset, but now im not so upset<br />i have no reason to be<br />im home for a week and to me leaving is the right thing to do<br />i seriously need to make up my mind<br /><br /><br />i still sabatoge every single relationship i have<br />anyways boys are lame urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:15988 2007-02-13T10:42:10Z 2007-02-13T10:42:10Z again not sleeping<br />ive been skipping lots of classes<br />which has become my new thing i guess<br /><br />some girl hated on my animation and it ruined my day<br />poppa chris is making a flash video to keep me from transferring<br />i couldnt want to leave more but i dont know if ill ever get out... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:15393 2007-02-07T10:32:39Z 2007-02-07T10:32:39Z its late, or early<br />i have to pick my mom up from the hospital around 11<br />then i have painting till 5<br />i hope i have time to take some pictures of/in the snow<br />to say the least im hoping for a snow day<br />i just finished my cd for otis<br />and im exhausted but something wont let me sleep<br /><br />when erin mentioned i was transferring big poppa chris actually tried to convince me out of it<br />i was genuinely surprised, i still am<br />sometimes i wonder if im leaving a good thing<br />i mean my teachers dont even mind if i dont show up<br />and my studio has now become my primary home<br /><br />at least today we get to go into the sound studio to spit some traxxx<br />or some dialogue<br />till later, probably not urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:14753 2006-04-08T17:27:48Z 2006-04-08T17:27:48Z matt pond pa its another rainy day<br /><img src="http://i42.photobucket.com/albums/e346/sandymeg/calvininlove.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:14373 2006-03-19T17:50:14Z 2006-03-19T18:51:16Z alkaline trio a man will kill himself if the sun doesnt shine today<br />another man, a farmer will die if it doesnt rain urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:13049 2005-12-25T02:47:27Z 2005-12-26T07:16:56Z merry christmas eve<br />im ready to go home<br /><br />my mom had us attend one of those services that is like walk in with a wheelchair and walk out a new man. yeah urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:12683 2005-12-22T09:50:35Z 2005-12-26T06:56:22Z im booooored <br />boo<br /><br />Your results:<br />On Non-Fiscal Issues, you rank as a Moderate Liberal (30). <br />On Fiscal Issues, you rank as a Moderate Liberal (20). <br />Your score is on a scale of 0 to 100, with 0 being fully liberal and 100 being fully conservative. <br /><a href="http://www.politicalbrew.com/politest.cgi">http://www.politicalbrew.com/politest.cgi</a><br />nothing new urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:12359 2005-12-10T10:14:58Z 2005-12-10T10:14:58Z last final - human sexuality<br />last project - 30x44 oil <br />and the week is over<br /><br />last trip to hawaii, sunday urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:10396 2005-09-05T06:51:36Z 2005-09-05T06:51:36Z <a href="http://www.collegehumor.com/movies/1604601/">http://www.collegehumor.com/movies/1604601/</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:8993 2005-08-27T21:17:51Z 2005-08-27T21:17:51Z i dont know what he sees in her urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:7933 2005-06-21T00:51:32Z 2005-06-22T05:08:07Z black eyed peas ive been trying to let things work out<br />but the volvo is all messed up<br />i wont get it back, if i get it back for a couple weeks from carland collision<br /><br />plus turns out i know some really shitty people<br />yep urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:7521 2005-05-24T06:08:13Z 2005-05-24T06:08:13Z aimee mann hallmark is officially closing june 26th<br />im sad about it, but i do get a bonus so thats cool<br /><br />im going to work there till then <br />betty, the owner, is transferring her manager to the other store in tierrasanta<br />and by that time i will be headed off to hawaii<br /><br />so it kinda works out cause i would be quitting anyways<br />but i was just so suprised<br />at least i will have a good reccomendation though for next time<br />and i might just work weekends there when i get back, who knows<br /><br />i hope they put in something cool, hip and exciting in its place..<br />jamba juice?<br /><br />anyways its finals week, and i have tons to do!<br />rather than studying right after school i found a great pair of heels with my name on em haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:7357 2005-05-19T05:30:14Z 2005-05-19T05:30:14Z llilian lies i had a really nice birthday day.<br /><br />i was supposed to go up to la today though<br />but i guess im not there<br /><br />goodnight moon urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:6998 2005-05-15T16:21:34Z 2005-05-15T16:21:34Z i dont like getting calls early in the morning<br />or people slandering bush when they dont even know the half of what theyre talking about<br /><br /><br />i just got woken up.<br />bday: 2 days urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:6809 2005-04-30T02:38:47Z 2005-04-30T02:45:31Z kings of convenience i renewed my license this morning <br />i was totally out of place there but thats ok<br />i took my brush and lipgloss so hopefully my picture will be cute. haha<br />2-3 weeks<br /><br />other than that ive just been doing lots of work<br />and the faints coming back into town, im not sure but i think i want to go<br />either that or see of montreal and tilly<br />so i dont know, we'll see :)<br /><br />ps im scared to hear from usd urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:6510 2005-04-18T03:18:35Z 2005-04-18T03:18:35Z pulp fiction its my birthday in exactly one month :)<br />im not sure what to do for it.<br /><br />right now though<br />im a little sick<br />tomorrow i hope to be magically better<br />and on time to economics hehe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:6157 2005-04-13T03:20:05Z 2005-04-13T04:13:25Z nin hurt i love doing nothing when i have things to do and people to see<br />its just not fun the other way around urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:5703 2005-04-07T05:16:10Z 2005-04-07T05:16:10Z plnu suuuuuuuuucks<br />i am very upset/depressed with you<br />i will write back if i get another letter from your university<br />probably not but i can leave that open for revision urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:5629 2005-03-26T11:40:33Z 2005-03-26T11:40:33Z mass romantic i saw the ring today<br />i was truly scared<br />i covered my eyes<br />ill miss you michelle!!<br /><br />i hope this weekend ends up nicely<br />fingers crossed urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:5311 2005-03-24T13:53:53Z 2005-03-26T22:40:20Z tome mi mama al aeropuerto este manana. ella no lloro y no se.. pero pense seria diferente<br />no estoy seguro que tendre el sueno hoy pero esta bien<br />pienso que ire al cine este tarde con tania.. ojala que si<br />night<br />ps necessito encontrar algo<br /><br />she cried, its ok now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:4971 2005-03-20T11:38:09Z 2005-03-20T11:38:09Z i absolutely love it when all my friends are around<br />absolutely makes me wonderfully happy :)<br /><br />this week will be so much fun<br />and i actually enjoyed myself at rocky, very nice<br />bravo<br /><br />night<br />brad, happy bday urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ojeada:4836 2005-03-10T07:12:42Z 2005-03-10T07:12:42Z raul<br />just kinda rolls off the tongue